Author: Kav Zrant

  • Deep Seek Noise

    It’s easy for us at this point to see a story in the news and accept it. It’s easy to believe something that we won’t personally deal with or attempt ourselves, assuming that it is out of our wheelhouse. We believe and therefore it is.

    DeepSeek hit at the end of January. It shook the Western world with it’s ability, it’s power, it’s reported cost of use and efficiency. It rattled the markets with respect to AI hardware and software.

    Then they began digging into the model and saw that it was an optimization of Open AIs model. Latter it was determined that the actual training cost was reported originally at $5 million, and then $6 million on a correction.  But it seems that they didn’t count the cost of the hardware, which put it something around $0.5 billion. So it was on par with the Western world, just perhaps a little more thought out and efficient.

    This is all well reported in the media. But I downloaded an LLM engine that worked locally on my system. And then I downloaded a couple of DeeoSeek R1 models, that were mods of existing models. And I tested them to see what would happen. My hardware is old, so it was very slow. I expected that. I asked it about things that would be forbidden in China, famous protest, etc. As expected I gave the answer that nothing at all happened. I asked it about events in America history that reflect negatively on the U.S.A. and it had no problem filling in all the details with great accuracy. Then for fun, I asked it if it though that Trump was good for the U.S. and it hallucinated an answer unlike any hallucination I ever saw. It told me Trump was the president for 2 days in 1968 and that there were a bunch of Mexican immigrants that protested in Ohio in 1970. Some how those were related, I have it, so if I wanted to read it, I can, but it’s not worth the effort. It’s meaningless and strays from the point.

    The point is that DeepSeek was a bunch of hysterical nonsense. It’s not that much better than say Llama 3.2, if at all. It’s not really demonstrably faster. The hallucination is something beyond what I’ve ever seen, but I have heard about on younger models. So what it seems is that people don’t actually check a damn thing out for themselves.

    My experience with DeepSeek puts it in the same place as any other LLM, but perhaps not as polished. It’s interesting that it comes from China, but at this point, we should expect real competition from outside the U.S. and without it, we will simply stagnate. I don’t care about the espionage allegations, it is being done inside the U.S. all the time and part of tech culture.  Always has been. We need more composition and less collusion, which is the plus of DeepSeek. But seeing it myself, it’s just a reminder that nothing is accurate in the media. That was a complete shit show. I wonder how many LLMs wrote this news. It’s not believable now. I believe nothing. I tested it and the results I saw made it the same as Llama 3.2 with the added hallucination. It was a bunch of noise and I suggest that you don’t believe anything you read or see or hear. If you can test it. Test it. If you can’t, find someone who can and ask lots and lots of questions. Never believe any media about anything. If you really want to know something, ask an LLM about it and see if it gives you the same or similar output as you get from the media. My guess is that it will.

    The thing that pissed me off more than anything else is that too many influences claimed to have run it and claimed to have all these incredible results. But I doing it myself, it was fabricated. And others have since actually made their own attempts and had similar things to say. It’s just tragic that people have money invested in these things and they suffered while others took advantage of the Hysteria. It was a wake up call to be aware that China does have tech, as does the rest of the world, and maybe they will catch up and provide honest competition. But the real issue is the deception in reporting. I am disgusted by the revelation.

  • Is a crappy rainy day

    I can’t go outside and do anything.  The dog can’t go outside and do his thing. The internet is being jammed with 2.5 GHz Broadcom radios that just clash with this shitty service. And I’m bored.

  • A quote I want to keep

    You don’t have to invent a shadow government to be mad at, you can just be mad at the actual government.

    Milo Rossi

    I enjoy his YouTube channel, it’s here

    https://youtube.com/@miniminuteman773?si=9XqlmhJOf5_Bv6wE

  • I’m Thinking of Just Letting go

    It’s been a long road

    There is this thing about madness. It only lasts as long as the delusion persists. Once there is no benefit to the mind to believe an unreal thing, then the unreal thing goes away. I do that from time to time, I see it in a lot of other people. They believe crazy is good and then they see it isn’t anymore, and at that point they form it into some kind of belief to save face.  “Dude walked on water!” Then, “It’s a metaphor.” Then that becomes, “Dude was skating on the surf.” Then that becomes, “Well the divine works in divine ways.” So it’s all just sort of rando and kind of opinion on top of it all.

    Bat 💩 is only Bat 💩without evidence

    So we have the other issue. I can deal with my crazy as my crazy and accept that my crazy is just my crazy. Eventually my crazy goes away. It’s a matter of perception. But then what happens when it’s persistent? What happens when it proof is provided and it can’t go away? This is the problem with something I’ve been living with for over a decade, and something else that I’ve lived with for over 2 years. I’ve had crazy moments and I understand the crazy moments, because the eventually have to go away and there is proof to make them go away. But what do you do when it becomes evidence?

    Reality sucks. Trust me. The idea that something is just belief is annoying, but it makes reality easy and pleasant, because living in lala land can sometimes become a nightmare. Delusional beliefs crumble and what is left is usually a lot better. But when you see something time and time again and it just doesn’t change, you test it and it passes the testing, you measure it and it’s measurable, then it becomes a thing and maybe it’s way better than this isn’t a thing. But reality is reality and the thing of reality is that as matrix like as this thing is, it’s just as real as the rock across the street, or the street itself, or the time of day.  And now I have to live with what I know and deal with life in that context.  It is way weirder than I want to explain.

    So we are now left to it. I have to accept reality as it is. I can’t make it go away. I have to move forward now. All I can tell you is that things are going to get really different than you would expect. Hang on to those you love and try and enjoy this ride. The weird has yet to really arrive. Might want to get the big popcorn for this next decade, I suggest you roll with it, white knuckling might seem in order, but you could cut loose and float if you relax.

  • 02.10.2015-12:20

    I Tweaked the Blog a bit.

    So I changed the fonts and colors and stuff to go with the blog. Doesn’t seem to have taken yet. Might not be universal or something.

    I killed the post I made this morning. Just a little to morbid. I do believe that people in power do want to get rid of us all and replace us with robots and AI, but I don’t see them having the ability to do it. Besides, I don’t see them getting away with it. But at 1 am, these things make a lot more sense.

  • Flipped Colors

    Played with it. Found my old colors from my original blog. So that’s what it looks like now. Orange on Black. And that’s about it.

  • 02.07.2025-11:11

    Just A Note

    Today is catching up on task that need to be taken care of. So far, I just secured some stuff that needed to be dealt with, nothing major, but it’s set now. I’m toying with different ideas.

    • And I did some speed test today. The WiFi at the house runs about 330mbs but it can go as low as 100mbs on this system. My laptop, that does like 10 mbs because it has a junk WiFi card and it’s pretty much at end of life anyway.
    • So Linux, but Linux means crap card will work like crap. Which is what it’s doing. I’m probably just going to use it when I need to manage files or need to edit specific things or test muck. I think I’ll Air Gap it and I’ll run SlackWare on it. Updates for Slack are like every 2 to 3 years any way, so I can use it for weird stuff.
    • Or I could just get external radio and use it for random stuff. I could run anything on it then. But I have to check and see what radio will work best with anything. Linux is still funky with that kind of thing. THC edibles. It’s bad for me no matter what, but THC is really nasty with my brain. But doing 5 things all at once can’t be a good thing for anyone. So there is that.
    • I also checked the charge speed on the phone charging of the Chromebook. Not bad at all. 2 hours from zero to full charge is what it looks like. It did 42% to 97% in an hour, so I’m guessing what it would be full. I don’t like to go that full, but I was doing stuff.

    So that’s whats up today. Just am trying to make sure I write something every day. Just a thing for my mental health.

  • 02.06.2025-15:32

    Format poaching

    Somewhere in this world I have a Fediverse account with a really long character limit. I was using that as a blog for a few weeks, but I decided to renew this one and use it again. I used this format for titles, it’s simply the date and time I started writing it.

    I use the format dd.mm.yyyy-hh:mm, you can flip those all around and make it more correct. In Europe they like dd.mm.yyyy, and then there are the total weirdos who use yyyy/mm/dd for some reason. That’s one of the formats for UTC but I wish I could just get the second count, which is what is actually used and then formated with functions so humans can read.

    To-do’s I did

    I did taxes and that was stupid because it’s easy, but still has a bunch of stress and anxiety with it for no reason. At some point in my life I’d had to write a very large check for taxes and doing taxes still rattles me decades later.

    I went through the PW manager and cleaned it up. I discovered really annoying things while I did that. For instance, electronic arts sucks. They have the worst security procedure possible. Well the second worse. Then there is Evernote which I haven’t used in a very long time is somehow now subscription, which is okay, but I don’t use it and haven’t for a long time, so I’m not paying for something like that. If I used it, maybe, 15 years ago I used it all the time, now, not at all. So I deleted that. I deleted about 20 accounts today. Too many make it difficult to keep track of it all. I did set 2FA or MFA where I could. I like hard ware keys, but Google and Microsoft and Apple are trying to steel that market with passkeys. Passkeys are okay, but hardware keys are stronger. Use either wherever you can. I archived it and backed it up which requires a USB and at least 2 passwords.

    I found out the laptop sucks and it’s WiFi driver trashes the network, so that was good 😭. It sucked. I kind of hate the thing anyway, but it’s useful for basic things and let’s me have the versatility I need. The Chromebook looks better, works better and also has a locked down bios. So I can’t do things like boot from a USB, which makes it suck. If it did that, I’d be cool with it completely. But it can’t, so I’m stuck. Whatever.

    I did laundry and cooked off food that needs to be cooked. I have too much, but whatever. I really hate that eggs are as stupidly priced as they are. Nowhere near me is cheaper than $10 a dozen. I live in a resort town, so they screw us on food and gas prices. Whatever you pay for food, unless you live near me or on an Island or some other resort trap, I pay about 20% more for everything. In the summer it’s fun to watch the Air BnB people freak out because it’s so much more. 

    It snowed and then rained. The dog is pissed off. He wants to go outside and watch the neighborhood , but he can’t because it was snowing and now it’s raining. Snow doesn’t bug him, he’s got a good coat for that. Rain sucks. He hates it, he would tolerate it, but he can’t hang outside when it rains and when he does go out he has to get wiped down and dried off with a towel, which he really dislikes.

    And I wanted to write a blog entry, so I’ve done that as I’m currently doing it and am almost finished. Well I’m finished.

  • Quick Update / Test

    I’m connecting different social media accounts, so I want to see if they are working and make sure everything is okay. I need a post to do that, so this is.

    I eat eggs for breakfast a lot, I’m looking $13 a dozen, so I’m thinking pancakes. Things we have to do now. I thought the price of eggs was going to go down. What happened to that?

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